Justine, DaoMingMikai, hugged_by_hero, B1/Bobo 1 (1/2 of the BB Girls/Banana Sisters, Dedicated to a Cause: Playing with Kim Jae Joongie)
Birthday:
June 10, 1988 (the day after Zai Zai's birthday)
Nationality:
American-born, Philippine-raised Filipina
Languages spoken:
English, Tagalog/Filipino (I want to make this clear. I DO NOT speak Mandarin, Cantonese, Korean, Japanese, etc. So please stop bugging me about my "weird" accent, okay? But I wish I was fluent in those languages. *sigh*)
Occupations:
Part-time nursing student, full-time boyband stalker, Shim Chang Min's wife (the only legal one with his mother's consent), Jerry Yan's mother's private nurse, Shim Chang Min's and Kim Jae Joong's fridge, Kim Jae Joong's testdriver, the girl that Kim Jae Joong privately dances for, Shim Chang Min's instant ramen maker, Shim Chang Min's rapist, owner of Jerry and Hero dollies
Hobbies:
reading anything NOT related to sports, business or math
-- crocheting
-- knitting
-- listening to music, usually music I can't understand (a more dignified term: Asian pop) but I like any kind of music except rock (read: Linkin Park-ish music)
-- internet, internet, internet
-- gardening (but right now I don't have a garden)
-- drooling over Chang Min and Jae Joong pics
-- walking with my friends
-- talking to my friends
-- taking candid pics of my friends
-- pretend-nursing my favorite celebs
-- writing trivial essays
-- staring at anything green (plants, trees, etc.)
-- bugging people to talk to me
-- posting in my blog Obsessions
-- staring up at the sky
-- watching Korean, Japanese and Taiwanese dramas and movies
-- people-watching (you know, sitting somewhere, watching the people passing by, noticing their quirks and stuff)
-- TVXQ, TVXQ, TVXQ
-- eating chocolate
-- singing along to the music I listen to (usually I sing off-key)
-- dancing like an idiot when I know no one's looking
-- being my usual weird unique self
Location:
In ChangMin's kitchen, cooking up a pot of ramen. But if you really want to contact me, email me at: daomingmikai@gmail.com
Listening to: "Polly" by The Melody Thinking: about some things Feeling: mixed emotions? :
Before anything else... HAPPY NEW YEAR! :D I know I'm a few days late... Mianhae. ._.
Okay, I finally finished watching Coffee Prince on New Year's Day. XDDD What a way to start the year. 8) I turned into mush after watching all those sweet scenes... Aigoo. It was the little things that made my heart flutter. ^^ Like whenever they held hands. And that scene when Eun Chan and Han Kyul got together (after Han Kyul found out Eun Chan was a girl)... Han Kyul rested his head on Eun Chan's shoulder, then Eun Chan snuck a kiss. XD OMG. I almost died. I watched that scene like 3 times. I think I'll cry out of happiness if that ever happens to me. ;_; Yeah, I'm just exaggerating. :P But... T_T Wouldn't any girl want a love like that? ^^;;
I cried when Eun Chan was about to go to Italy. OMG. Every drama I've watched has made me cry. ^^;;
I won't spoil the rest for you if you haven't watched it yet... But it's one of my favorite K-dramas now. XD Haha. I loved the OST, too. ^^ It was really refreshing with all the indie groups featured in it. :)
Aklajsdfklasdfdlas. Because of Coffee Prince, I haven't finished all of the stuff I need to do before school starts. T_T Like the reaction paper. -_-;;
I tried to do the reaction paper last night. I started reading about Emperor Pu-yi on Wikipedia. But I ended up Wiki-hopping. Before I knew it, I was looking at Prince William's Wiki page already! -_-;; WTF, right? T_T I can't control myself... My attention span can be really short sometimes. Especially when I don't like what I'm supposed to be doing. :(
Anyway, I'll do it tonight. :) (Said like a master procrastinator. XD)
What else is new? Oh yeah. I met up with my HS friends for lunch! :D Ahaha. Memer, KC, Ate Mary and Greta showed up. Only Luchi was missing. ;_; She's still in Davao. ._.
G didn't come... ;_; I had a feeling he wouldn't. :x
He sent me a SMS, though. It said, "Hi Justine! Sorry I can't join you for lunch because I have to finish writing a paper... I forgot that tomorrow's the deadline! Huhu. Maybe I can come next time. Hope you guys enjoy your lunch. Take care too. :D"
T_T
Well, he didn't give me a definite answer so I shouldn't have expected too much... T_T But I'm still a bit disappointed. ._. I was so looking forward to see him (especially since the last time I saw him was 3 months ago). :(
My friends don't believe that he had a paper to do, or even if he did, that tomorrow was the deadline and he didn't know about it. They said that knowing how he is with school stuff, he probably finished it a long time ago if they gave it before vacation started or something. :( I know he's like that, too. T_T My friends said that maybe he was just too shy to be around my friends. After all, they didn't really talk much back then even though we were all classmates back in high school. But... T_T;; *sigh*
Gah. Maybe I should really get over him. I don't want to feel like this forever... T_T
But half of me says I should give him the benefit of the doubt. After all, he IS a shy person and he doesn't like being around people he doesn't like much. Maybe I should even be thankful that he bothered to tell me he wasn't coming, because he usually isn't like that. :x
Argh. I dunno what to do. T_T;; Even my friends are split up on this matter. Ate Mary says that 3 months (since I confessed) is an awful long time for him to think things over and give me an answer. But KC says that since I've managed to like him for 7 years, then waiting for a few more months for his answer shouldn't be too hard for me. But... How much longer should I wait? T_T
I really don't know what to do. :(
Anyway, on the topic of love and relationships... Turns out that out of us 6, half have never been kissed before (me included) and 2/3 have been in a relationship already, even though only one of us (Greta) is in a relationship right now. I dunno. I just like numbers and statistics. :P *rofl*
I wonder what a kiss feels like. @_@;; I want to save my first kiss for someone I really like, but with the way things are going, it'll probably take me a few more years. =_=
Okay. I should stop talking about this, lest I start feeling sorry for myself again. -_-;;
After lunch, we all went to my house to hang out, watch random stuff and eat. XD We watched Dong Bang videos, Charice Pempengco's Star King video (because they were really curious, even though I've watched it about a dozen times already because of my classmates), Hard Gay videos, the Big Bang & Wonder Girls "Tell Me" and "Gojitmal" special stage perf, and "Stand Up" (the J-dorama). :) We ate chips. XD Ahaha. I miss hanging out with my friends like this. ;_;
Maybe I should look on the bright side of things... If G was with us, we couldn't have been able to talk freely knowing he's there. :x Plus, he'd feel awkward... We were spazzing about Coffee Prince so much. XD Turns out that Greta has watched it already, while KC's about to finish it too. We were spazzing over Han Kyul and how we all wanted to have a guy like him in our lives. XD Haha.
*sigh*
Gah. I spent an hour and a half putting on eyeliner (damn, it smudged so many times I lost count T_T) and setting my curls (waves?) and he didn't even get to see me. I even wore my new favorite outfit (the one I wore on Christmas)... My friends were like, "You look really good in skirts! :D". But he didn't even get to see. ._.;; And my friends loved my hair. XD Ahahaha. Greta's going to get her hair permed soon, too. :P KC kept on pulling on my curls... Like she kept on pulling on my skirt. -_-;; Haha. She's like that when she likes something. ^^;; What weird friends I have... Birds of the same feather flock together, I guess. :P
I dunno why I even bother to dress up for G. T_T;; I don't give a damn about how other people think of how I look... But when it comes to him, I care. A lot. ._.;;
At least I didn't get mistaken for a Korean again. XD Hahaha. KC called me "the exchange student" and I got a lot of weird looks on the street (maybe because I didn't look Filipino @_@) but I don't care. Haha. I really like how I look now. ^^
I'm happy I got to be with my friends again. I really missed them so much. T_T Maybe we should all go to that shabu-shabu place again sometime, when we're all free. :) I don't think it'll happen anytime soon though (my next "free day" is Valentine's Day, how ironic that I don't have a date @_@).
*sigh*
Okay, I should be heading back home now... I still have to finish that damn reaction paper. T_T;;
Once I have free time, I'll start watching "Thank You" (the K-drama). I heard a lot of good reviews about it. ^^
Posted at 03:48 pm by DaoMingMikai
mitz January 14, 2008 12:37 AM PST Nice to meet a fellow Pinoy cassiopeian. ^__^
